Chaotic life


Perhaps I am wrong
Or is it you?
Yet I blame myself
During restless night
You spend asleep
On a mournful day
You were outside
I am alone
To deal with it all
But I couldn’t cope
With all the chaos

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Will I ever


Will I ever be able to
Get out of this living hell
Everything is so different
What I thought and what I get
Hope is one thing
But I’m rather losing myself
Cause I don’t know
The foreign creature
Residing in me

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The funeral


Lying in my bed
Sprawled in an awkward angle
A lifeless body
Gazing fixedly at the roof
Stony glance of a statue

And there are people
Hovering over me
Searching and chatting
On things I couldn’t see
Leaving me behind, they return to life

Buried inside me
Are all the desires
The dreams I once had
This is the real funeral
Cause inside I died

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Ark of heart


Pouring your thoughts
On the heart of paper
Scratching its torso
With the pen so hard
That it leaves inkblots
Forever on its walls

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Punishment


Punished myself
To the years
Full of solitude
Alone I stand
At a shedless stop
In scorching sun
In a chilly rain
Where I
Me n myself
Is the only being
Bearing it
Cause I chose wrong
Won’t say a word
Patience is strong

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I want out of it


Analyzing
And the end result
is always same
Realizing
That my life was
Better of without it
Visualizing
My future which
seems bleak as well
Every step I took
Likewise my past

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Despair


Dried tears
Like shredded mirrors
Pireced my eyes
Silent moans of despair
Killed desires

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